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Friday, July 24, 2009

A dream is a wish your heart makes...

Lesson of the Day:

Some things are just... impossible.

I have been wishing for this something, and it had been some sort of addiction, thinking about it all over again when in fact I know I have to stop. But then, it just hurts that, yes, it's happening, and it's happening to me... but it wasn't, in any way, REAL.

...no matter how your heart is grieving
If you keep on believing
the dream that you wish will come true...

Hambal ran ni Cinderella. Pay teh, scripted man ana story. Meant man tana to have her wish come true. Maybe that's why I love Cinderella stories, because I also want to have my wish come true, have a fairy godmother, have friends despite my wicked stepmother and annoying stepsisters... I wish...

While searching for the lyrics of Cinderella's song, I've found Rose's (si Sleeping Beauty bala) song. Dya pagid... (Uhm, indi don dya related sa ibabaw ha?) Scripted man nga story. Kung sa situation na, wow, romantic. According sa Wikipedia:

"She does not care about her looks despite being very beautiful but she awaits love, as she is a very romantic girl."

Yudi eh. Pay teh scripted gani... Prinsesa tana, beautiful, romantic. Teh may prince don gid man tana. Pay kung ako mahambal ka dya:

I know you
I walked with you once upon a dream.
I know you
The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam
Yes, I know it's true
that visions are seldom all they seem
But if I know you, I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once
the way you did once upon a dream.

...ASA!!!
You'll love me at once...
Super asa eh...

Baw maan... nagdrama duman ko ah. Haha!

Change topic...

I'm reading this book, trying to read a few pages before doing my nursing stuff. I was really glad I bought it because I was at first hesitant, doubting if it's worth my money or if I'll super like the story.

It wasn't really a book that held my breath like the other books I've read. Ok, it took my breath, but in a different kind of way... in an eerie but exciting kind of way.

While writing this, suddenly I've brought myself back to the "wish" issue.

I wish I could also have a tattoo, something that's just for me, something I feel I was the only person alone who owns, owned and will own the tattoo. I'd also feel, like Leslie, the sense of freedom and confidence flowing into me because of the tattoo.

And then I was thinking... I would also like to feel a connection with somebody else... me owning the tattoo and yet it was somebody else's, and in an eerie but exciting kind of way, we are bound for each other. Dangerous but lovely.

At the same time, I want to have a Niall, someone who has a dark past with mortals, and resisting the urge to be near yet another mortal. Now, protecting me for the Summer Court, but later, for my safety, willingly returned to his dark past to save me. Still dangerous but still lovely.

If only anything of that could be REAL.



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